share time: 2025-11-13 00:34:15
Lin Xiaoman, 23, experiences love for the first time with Shen Shiyan from the neighboring company—he brings warm cocoa when she works overtime, squats to tie her loose shoelaces, and tilts his umbrella so far toward her that his shoulder gets soaked. She thinks love is all sweetness, until Shen suddenly disappears one day, leaving only a note saying, "I don’t love you anymore." After searching every spot they’ve shared, Xiaoman learns from his friend: Shen has late-stage stomach cancer, with less than six months left. Those "sudden coldness" moments were him practicing "how to leave"; those hidden painkillers were secrets he feared she’d find. When Xiaoman pushes open the hospital room door with his medical records, Shen is leaning against the bed, holding the couple keychain she gave him—his hair is gone from chemotherapy, but he still smiles and says, "Sorry, it’s my first love too. I didn’t learn how to say goodbye properly."
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